final day

AS  I AM COMING TO MY FINAL DAY

I ONLY HAVE THIS TO SAY

IT WAS EITHER YOU OR ME WE CANT BE HERE TOGETHER

AND TO THINK I THOUGHT IT WAS FOREVER

BUT IT WAS JUS A LIE U GOT ME TO BELIVE

SOMETHIN YOU TRIED TO MAKE ME SEE

BUT LVOE DOESNT EXSIST ITS AS FAKE AS A SOUL

AND IT LEFT ME NOTHING BUT A WHOLE

IF A SOUL EXISTED THERE WOULD BE SOMEHTIN TO MAKE IT SHOW

BUT ITS NOTHIN ESPECIALLY IN ME ITS JUS SORROW

I AM NOT SORRY FOR ANY OF THE THINGS I WILL DO RIGH BEFORE I LEAVE THIS WORLD

I CANT APOLIGIZE THEY HAVE TAKIN AS MUCH FORM ME AS I HAVE FROM THEM AND NOW ITS JUS GETTING OLD

WITH MY LAST BREATHES I WILL SAY THE ONLY TRUTH I KNOW

THAT U FUCKED ME OVER AND THIS IS GOING TO SHOW

THAT I NEVER FORGIVE AND I NEVER FORGET

THIS LIFE ITS JUS AWAY FOR ME TO TRY AND GET IT

IF I LIVE OR I DIE NO ONE WILL CARE

JUS LIKE NO ONE WAS EVER THERE

DONT TRY TO SAY U WERE CAUSE I KKNOW THE TRUTH

U COULD CARE LESS FOR ME WHY DONT U GET A FUCKIN CLUE

I COULD SAY I DONT CARE ABOUT U AT ALL BUT THAT WOULD BE A LIE

PART OF ME IS NOT NUMB YET BUT THAT PART WILL SOON DIE

IM LOOKIN STRIAGHT INTO THE BLADE RIGHT NOW

AND THAT WILL SHOW ME THE FINALLY WAY HOW

I CAN RID THIS WORLD OF EVERYONE WHO HURT ME

AND THEN THEY WILL SEE

THAT ONCE THEY ARE GONE I WILL FOLLOW THEM TO THE DEPTHS OF HELL

AND THEN DOWN THERE IWLL SAY FARE WELL

CAUSE I HAVE NO MORE LITTLE VOICE TELLIN ME TO DO GOOD

EVEN THOUGH I KNOW I SHOULD

BUT HTAT IS HOW I KNOW I HAVE NO SOUL

AGAIN JUS A BOTTOMLESS FUCKING WHOLE

I HAVE NO WAY TO TELL RIGHT FROM WRONG

ALL I HAVE HIS EMPTY HOPES AND THIS SONG

MAYBE U WILL FEAL GUILTY WHEN I DIE

BUT I DONT THINK YOU WILL YOU WONT EVEN CRY

GUILT ONCE WAS FUNNY THING

IF I STILL FELT IT I WOULD CARE WHEN I HEAR THEM SCREAM

BUT I DONT AND I AM GETTIN CLOSER AND CLOSER TO THE DAY

IT WILL ALL GET BETTER THAT IS ALL I HAVE TO SAY