I am the freak

ok here is wat i have to say

i want everyone to feal this feal the same way

but i know that is imposible i know that is wrong i know i shouldnt want it

why would i want to wish this pain on all these happy innocent people who dont put up wit this shit

but realize this no one is innocent no one is without blame it was not one person who made me this way

it was everyone i know there r people who were there for me

but r u really there or r u jus tryin to see

that everyone wants to get somethin

i mean u cant get anythin for nothin

so once u admit wat u want out of me

then i can stop this shit for then u will see

admit it or not accpet or dont

you are as much of a freak as me

and maybe more until u say it cause you see

i accpet wat i am a ASSHOLE a mistake i know i am the freak no one wants to take

once u admit to the world wat you are u can live a happy life

but for me there is no happy there is only strife

i feal like if i end this mistake of a life then maybe i would be happy

but i wouldnt because then the people who drove me to this would win and i dont want that to be

i want to be at one were i can end my life

but they wouldnt get the joy the would get the strife

if i can end this pittiful exsistence and throw all my pain onto them

that would be great i would love to see wat happenst then

so take this for wat u see

I AM THE FREAK I AM JUST ME